When I showed up at the studio there was no one there and it was so dark. But I could feel someone there so when I called out I was startled when Jessica instantly appeared in front of me, sitting in this chair that was like a throne. A very dim light was turned on which turned out to be a light on the video camera. I asked where everyone was and she said "we are all here" and it was very creepy and strange and scary. I was so confused and suddenly this feeling came over me as Jessica stood and gazed into my eyes. It's the last thing I remember before I woke up with this hunger that I cannot describe. When I saw this video for the first time I couldn't keep my hands off of myself. The sensuality in which Jessica made me hers was so special and turned me on so much. I have dedicated the rest of my existence to pleasing her. She was right. There is darkness in all of us.